LOVE & HATE Syndrome

My Friday Midnight

Oct 22, 2006

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart
and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses.
You build up this whole armor, for years,
so nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life.
You give them a piece of you.
They don't ask for it.
They do something dumb one day
like kiss you,
or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so a simple phrase like
'Maybe we should just be friends'
or
'How very perceptive'
turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a body-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
Nothing should be able to do that.
Especially not love.
I HATE LOVE.

“Anyone can make you happy by doing something special,
but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything.”

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ohmia wrote on Jun 28

Nico!!!! How's you & ag?!! Joke..smile na dearest!Highblood mo..naku.='p Sige, pai naln?='p ooops!!!!

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 20

kv's gonna bring me anywhere? i kinda wish i was everywhere. haha! i'm sorry if you feel it's a struggle to meet me. shitty events happen and wonder why it often happens when i see you. haha! the coolest of the uncool. see you when i see you! take care too.

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 20

hey abie. would you believe if i say i miss you too? text me. i have updates.

kviloria wrote on Jun 20

Oh yeah, and yet I can never even bring you anywhere because you're so busy and even if you're not, it's a struggle to meet you. How about that series of shitty events. Haha. See you around. Tc.

agangohabie wrote on Jun 16

nicole atal. miss u.

reeeezah wrote on Jun 15

You're one of My Fourteen Favorite girls. I love u to death and it's hard for me to only pick 14 girls to send this to, so consider yourself lucky ... or is it not lucky? If I don't get this back I understand =) Im obviously not a good friend (*sniffs*). I have a game for you. This game has been played since 1977. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 females within five days. Post this to your 14 FAVORITE girls. You're one of those people I consider BEAUTIFUL inside and out. =)

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 14

HAHA. funny kv! Aries, laging umaalis. wahaha! hirap mag-isip ng rhyming word!

kviloria wrote on Jun 11

Libra! Mahilig manlibre. Haha. joke.

andthenwhut wrote on Jun 10

keka toh . ♥

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 9

HAHA. that's fine. it's actually okay to be sad & dramatic. i am at times. hehe. stop working on your plates if it's making you sick. do something that will make you feel better.

paiedles wrote on Jun 7

fridaymidnight said

aaw. so you're sad you're not goin out tonight? it's alright. it's cool to stay home. just get some rest. wish you'll get well.

yea..a bit sad(haha..dramatic..)coz i dont have a choice but to work on my plates na lng kesa do nothin...i think my plates made me sick =)

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 7

aaw. so you're sad you're not goin out tonight? it's alright. it's cool to stay home. just get some rest. wish you'll get well.

paiedles wrote on Jun 7

why not? haha..m not t0o..=) boring..im sick..tsk..

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 7

hey sup! i aint goin out tonight.

paiedles wrote on Jun 7

sup? u aint goin out 2nyt?

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 7

alright. whatever. i'll only get a BUZZ from friends ha. that includes you. :)

paiedles wrote on Jun 7

lets...=) i'll let my frnds know about this new chatro0m =)
*BUZZ! haha..

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 5

yea. there's always love in hate. :)

we can make it our chatroom if you want to. haha! kidding.

paiedles wrote on Jun 3

pai was here...
....there's love in hate =)

p.s. chatroom ba toh?
haha..kidding..=p

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 3

i wanna see that weird boy! YAY! exciting. hahahaha. let's transform him into a girl.

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 3

of course! i always find time! kayo pa ni pam. wait. it's hans' birthday? how old is he? text me nalang what time. i have class.

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 3

wahaha! basta. bigla ako nag-online! kaw kasi e. nabulabog ang quiet night ko! hahahaha.

igetmisty wrote on Jun 3

are you free tomorrow? it's hans' birthday! you have to meet him! we're going out tom. come with us!

igetmisty wrote on Jun 3

yep you have to see us! i still have your black top! ;p

igetmisty wrote on Jun 3

alarmed??? hahaha bakit natamaan ka ba sa text ko? hihihi...galing ko talaga!

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 2

I KNOW! my face? haha. that's the best emoticon ever! natalo mo ang past emoticons. HAHA. hirap magpacute. grumaduate na ata ako. i lost all my powers already. i have to recharge! haha.

igetmisty wrote on Jun 2

well, i've been training you for quite some time now but it seems like it isn't working! hahaha! but you really were a snob, you should've seen your face! like this o -- >:~{ hahaha shet pinaghirapan ko yung emoticon na yan! konting pa-cute naman jan! :D

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 2

i'm not a snob! i'm not an expert like you! kulang sa training. haha. just kidding.

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 2

fck that OINK!

fridaymidnight wrote on Jun 2

hi hot camille! are you okay now?

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